To My Dear Father Popi Cruz

By Tommy Acosta

You have been so much on my mind lately, especially this Father’s Day. I don’t know if there is a hereafter where you presently dwell or if it’s all a myth that there is something waiting when we pass

Regardless, time is everywhere all the time, all at once, and you could be reading this 25 years ago for all I know.

I’m not going to make this a thank you for everything you taught me or the dedication to the family you held close to your chest through the years we were growing up.

I want to instead tell you that I have reached a few milestones in my 70 years on this planet, and thanks to your guidance, I achieved them. You did well, Papi.

I have grown to become a caring and compassionate man. I am kind, giving, and aware of the importance of living life to the fullest.

I look upon my fellow human beings with love and patience.

I have learned to listen well and acknowledge the divinity of every person I encounter.

I see God . Inside, outside, here, there and everywhere.

I have learned to trust my heart and to maintain constant vigilance over my thoughts, drives, and ambitions.

I am generous and giving and always ready to help others achieve such vigilance.

I treasure life, whether it’s a mosquito, a plant, or a person.

I am not afraid to speak the truth and know when to remain silent when truth does not matter.

I contribute to the good of the community.

I am brave and not afraid of fear.

I love my own son and helped him learn the lessons you taught me.

I have a granddaughter to make you a great-grandpa. She looks like you.

I question authority but remain respectful.

I continue playing music, writing songs, and performing, just like you did when you were here.

I continue training on the heavy bag and speed bag just like you taught me.

I am always writing something new and engaging my community via my cyber publication.

I have kept my childhood friends close, and we all remember you teaching us music and philosophy.

But most importantly, I love, more and more each day.

Thank you, Popi, for showing me how.